Why we seem to suffer affliction is partly a
mystery. Jesus rejoiced over God revealing
certain mysteries to his disciples because
they were "babes" and hiding them from the
"wise". Many of the mysteries that enshroud
God's plans and purposes for a generation
await a simple childlike people to unlock
them. It's the "babes" that Jesus gave power
to, over the enemy. Like never before we
need power over the enemy. Jesus must have a
Church that is truly fit for HIS use if he
is to reach a lost and dying world, held
captive by the deceptive power of Satan.
I want to take a moment at the outset of
this writing to clarify one extremely
important point and that would be the
difference between affliction and
sickness/disease. Today we see numbers of
Christians suffering from cancer, diabetes
and a host of other maladies. I do not
believe in any way that God is glorified by
our suffering these things. In fact, it is
quite possible that the opposite is true.
As one who has suffered from the effects of
diabetes resulting in the amputation of half of my right foot and the big toe of my left, a quintuplet heart bypass and surgery
to remove my gall bladder, I know somewhat
of which I speak. Lately, I have been going
through a personal crisis of faith and
loosing quite a bit of sleep over it, trying
to reconcile the goodness of our God with
the events of my life.
Just the other night as I sat waiting on the
Lord, mainly because I couldn’t sleep,
certain Scriptures came to my mind. The
thief comes only to kill, steal and destroy,
but I have come that you might have life and
have it abundantly. I said to myself
and the Lord, "This life that I am living is
certainly not abundant." Then I recalled
other Scriptures like John’s inquiry in
prison. Are you the one we look for or
is it another. Jesus’ reply was for
John's disciples to go tell him how the
blind received their sight, the deaf their
hearing, the lame walked, the dead were
raised and the Gospel was preached to the
poor. One of the missions of Jesus was to
redeem a misconception of his Father. To do
this he went about doing good and healing
all that were oppressed of the devil, for
God was with him! He came to destroy
the works of the devil.
As I continued in these thoughts, I went
back to the words of Isaiah, how Jesus bore
our sickness and disease in his own body
one the tree and by his stripes we were
healed. If he bore my sickness and
disease in his own body how could me bearing
my own sickness and disease in my body bring
him glory? All one has to do is watch the
movie the Passion by Mel Gibson to get a
reminder of how brutal the beating was that
Jesus took to secure our healing and I began
to see how easily we can be duped by the
deception of the devil into thinking that
there is some value to our suffering
sickness for his glory. I began to repent
of a warped perception of our loving God and
cry out for his forgiveness. As we will
see, affliction is much different and should
be distinguished from sickness and disease.
While the Word of God is perfect our
interpretations often leave much to be
desired. We may assume that most
interpretation is on safe ground when it
directs its reader to fix their gaze upon
Jesus. The opposite is true when it causes
us to turn our eyes from Jesus onto
ourselves. That is not to say the we should
never take a personal inventory, but morbid
introspection does not benefit anyone.
One of the most subtle, and treacherous
interpretations of God's Word suggests that
we should develop "Godly" character. How can
we develop what is already perfect. We
simply need to become partakers of his
character through the indwelling Holy
Spirit. This is not a new doctrine; in fact
it predates Christianity, having its roots
in Judaism. Mingled with the gospel of Jesus
Christ it becomes an intoxicating, yet
deadly potion, replacing God’s righteousness
with self-righteousness. Its greater danger
lies in the distorted perspective of God it
develops in its adherents. It portrays God
as a stern and often unfeeling teacher.
Never, through the words spoken, only
through the subtle and haunting
implications. He allows one trial after
another to come upon us to somehow, through
the affliction, make us better. Life seems
to become one great exam that leads us
"around the mountain" again and again, until
we get it right. We, not God, become the
central theme of our existence.
Sometimes God redeems this understanding by
allowing us to see what we are truly like.
But he doesn't need to test us for the
purpose of gaining knowledge about us. With
the full knowledge of what we are and were
he gave his life for us.
Our heavenly Father doesn't keep records of
our failures to hold us back. It isn't our
successful passing of one of his exams that
moves us on to the next grade level. Jesus
has already passed every exam that can be
given. Jesus, not us, has already won the
victory. Our task is to see through the
trials that confront us into the riches of
God's victory and provision.
In our desire to live lives that are problem
free, many have assumed that a problem free
life was a sign of God's blessing. I have
come to believe that this is not true.
Several years ago I heard a song that said,
"... if I never had a problem I wouldn't
know God could solve them..." If we didn't
have to face the problems that exist in a
fallen world we would pat ourselves on the
back and take all the credit for our
"care-free" existence. We would never know
God or He would be all to easily forgotten.
The trials we encounter in this life give
God the opportunity to reveal himself. I
believe faith is simply spiritual vision.
Faith not only allows us to see God, for who
he truly is, but enables us to enter
immediately, the shelter of his presence.
Why we try to treat faith as some spiritual
commodity is beyond me. We must remember
that God is a Father. Unlike some earthly
fathers he desires to be in a personal
relationship with his children. Faith is a
doorway into our loving heavenly Father's
presence, which nothing can shut. So often,
we try to use the "key" of faith to unlock
the ministry doors of deliverance, healing,
and evangelism. However, this key only fits
the door to our Father's heart.
Smith Wigglesworth, a famous man of God, put
it this way. Once he was asked to pray for a
very wealthy and influential woman who was
near to death. As he entered her home he
felt the presence of Satan. When he went
into the woman's room he found her
surrounded by her servants. As Smith knelt
at the foot of her bed the woman began to
levitate above the bed. One of her servants
asked Smith if he had the faith to deal with
their master's (Satan) power. Smith's reply
was humble and shocking. "No," he
said, "but I have faith to get into my
Master's presence and there He will give me,
everything I need to deal with your master!"
"That's just fine and dandy Jim," you say.
"Then why have trials at all?" James said
that faith without works is dead. God will
not allow our faith to remain in the realm
of intellectual knowledge only. "You
believe in one God, you do well. The demons
believe also and tremble!" Trials and
afflictions are opportunities for God to
prove his powerful love and salvation to
everyone. The convenient part about all this
is, with an antagonist like Satan, God will
never run out of opportunities, if only we
will see through the eye of faith and hope.
When David was a young Shepherd boy God
allowed a lion and a bear to come into his
life. I'm sure these encounters were not
sought after experiences among the
shepherding community. Nevertheless, they
confronted David just as the “lions” and
“bears” of our modern day confront us. They
may dress in the clothing of homelessness or
job layoff. Disguise themselves as a
crippling injury or disease. But, they are
not unlike the bear or lion of David's day.
God is no less able or desirous of
delivering us than he was David.
It was the lion and bear in David's life
that prepared him for Goliath. Later when
Saul pursued David, Ahimelech, the priest
sought the Lord for him, gave him supplies
and the sword of Goliath the Philistine. I
believe when David looked at the sword he
remembered the faithfulness of God and
received the endurance he needed to hold out
until God gave him the kingdom. God could
have led David down a path with much less
strife and tribulation, but God was
preparing David to be King. To be an
effective and benevolent King he had to know
the power and love of God.
Ezekiel talks about a river coming out of
the sanctuary and about wading in ankle deep
then knee deep then up to the waist. As I
thought of this I imagined how refreshing it
is to wade in water. Then I envisioned
myself going deeper and deeper into the
water. Slowly I began to notice the power of
the river. It was far stronger than I was. I
soon realized I wanted to maintain control.
Fear and apprehension began to set in, as I
was just able to touch the bottom with my
toes. The current was getting stronger and I
knew I had come to a point of decision.
Would I fight the river and try to make it
back to the familiar territory of shallow
water or go with its powerful flow?
Once I was swimming in the Rio Grande River
along the border between Victoria, Texas and
Mexico. I was overtaken by a similar
experience and found myself trying to
struggle to safety. I reached out and
grabbed the overhanging roots of a tree and
experienced a temporary moment of relief. As
the water cleared from my eyes I was looking
into the face of a thirsty Tarantula, which
was probably the largest in existence.
Whether my arachnid-phobia had anything to do
with my size estimation meant little to me
at that point and the river quickly became
preferable. I quickly devoted all my
strength to helping the river carry me along
its chosen course. Soon, to my delight, the
river brought me to a shallow part and I
walked out onto a beautiful sandy shore.
Sometimes the greater test of faith can be
surrendering yourself into the hands of the
Lord rather than into the hand’s of the
medical physician. Especially, when all
your loved ones are telling you to make a
wise choice and that wisdom would dictate
that you should follow their advise. This
is a very touchy subject so I would like to
use another story to illustrate my point.
I will use the life of Smith Wigglesworth
again. He had a very painful condition
which required him to take a medication of
the day called salts. He was challenged to
stop taking them and to trust the Lord.
Finally, after believing he had received a
word from God, he announced that he would
stop taking them. He said that by tomorrow
this time he would be suffering greatly from
the lack of his medication, but he would
rather die in faith than to live in fear.
Well, the outcome was his deliverance and
healing and an incredible miracle ministry
that followed him everywhere with the
proclamation of the Gospel. If you are
facing a similar choice, you too, need a
word from God to release faith in you. You
too must come to the point that Smith did
when you can say honestly, “I would rather
die in faith than live in fear any longer.”
Trust is what Lordship is all about. Truly
relinquishing control of your life. Allowing
the river to take you where it wants can be
a terrifying experience to those who don't
know the love of their Heavenly Father. We
want desperately to hold the mastery of our
future under our own control. We just don't
want to admit it. It isn't until a situation
comes along that is beyond our control that
the truth comes out. As we squirm and
wriggle to free ourselves from the "hook" of
dependency on God our true spiritual state
is revealed all to clearly.
"He always comes through," one person said,
"I just wish he wouldn't wait so long." How
many times I have thought I just can't
continue to live like this. I'm a nervous
wreck. If that sounds like you then you, as
I did, desperately need the message of God's
hope written on your heart. Our children
never worried about their provision, they
knew that mommy and daddy would take care of
everything.
Not long ago I felt the Lord say to me that
the next thing he wanted to teach us about
was hope. The word hope appears over sixty
times in the New Testament. Often it can be
found in the company of faith and love. It
is the Greek word ELPIS and means
favorable and confident expectation — the
happy anticipation of good.
It only makes sense that the devil would
like to use the circumstances and situations
of this life to steal hope. He comes to
steal, kill and destroy. When we have no
hope left we have no reason to continue to
live. Like no other time in history the
Church needs to nurse herself back to health
on the hope of God. Then and only then can
she proclaim his Gospel to the world!
I don't want to digress too much, however, I
want to wed hope and faith, as the trials of
life perfect them through a demonstration of
God's love. The Word says that hope is the
anchor of our soul. We have lived in the
Chesapeake Bay area and have spent a lot of
time on the water. One of the most important
things on board a boat is the anchor. In
cloudy weather you cannot tell which way you
are going. Without a compass, it is better
to throw your anchor overboard and wait for
a break in the weather. Through all the
storms of life, when we seem lost and don't
know what is going on, hope in God will
always see us through. "Which hope we
have as an anchor of the soul."
In January of 1992 I was diagnosed with type
2 diabetes. I believed God said I would be
healed. My hope was based on what I felt God
was speaking to me during that period of
time. The scripture says that Abraham, "who against hope believed in hope, that he
might become the father of many nations;
according to that which was spoken,"
The KEY was hope in what God had said. To
date I have still not received the
manifestation of God’s word, but remembering
who our God is sustains my hope.
Believe means to cling to. Both Abraham and
I clung to hope. We clung to what God said
even though we couldn't see it that we might
both become what God said we would become.
Abraham the father of many nations and me
healed. Praise the Lord, who is the God of
all hope.
We all hope for a better life, a raise, a
better job, and a job period. We hope it
doesn't rain on Saturday. We hope we will
catch our quota during rockfish season. Or
we hope that next year we will be able to
take a family vacation. As Christians, hope
takes on a whole new meaning. The scripture
says that God calls things that aren't as
though they are. My children tried that from
time to time and as parents we called it
lying. One major difference between my
children and our God is, it is impossible
for God to lie. God sees the end from the
beginning and when he says something is
going to happen you can take that to the
bank!
Our challenge is to allow the hope that God gives us (Now
our Lord Jesus Christ himself, and God, even
our Father, which hath loved us, and hath
given [us] everlasting consolation and good
hope through grace, Comfort your hearts, and establish you in
every good word and work. 2 Thes. 2: 16, 17) to become that needed
anchor, when circumstance and situation
would lie to us about the character of
Christ. I believe God wants to change the
way we view the daily circumstances and
situations that confront us, radically.
Jesus wants us to begin to see every
disaster as an opportunity for God's
deliverance, and every handicap as an
opportunity for God's healing. "For this
purpose the Son of God was manifested, that
he might destroy the works of the devil." Whenever we encounter the devil's
"handiwork" hope declares, nay screams,
LOOK, another chance for the Son of God to
be manifested. Hope not only causes its
owner to see life in a different way, but
unlocks the life of another kingdom. It
brings the power of the age to come to bear
against the devil's kingdom of deception and
allows faith to open the doorway to victory.
Victory is what our beautiful Savior sealed
with his precious blood and his resurrection
from the dead. Hope stares insurmountable
odds in the face and laughs out loud. Hope
looks at "Goliath" and only sees how small
and helpless he is next to Jehovah!
"And every one that has this hope in them
purifies themselves, even as he is pure." Once when we were going through a real
financial crisis it became almost impossible
to believe that God could, would or wanted
to do anything about it. After some soul
searching we had a family discussion that
revealed how much worry is the opposite of
hope. By worrying we were really saying we
had no hope that God could change our
situation.
By saying that, we were thinking things
about our loving heavenly Father that were
utterly unworthy of him. We knew that
repentance was in order. As the Holy Spirit
began to convict us and we sought
forgiveness we noticed hope begin to return.
It was only a few days later that I began to
work full time again. Hope in God has a
guarding and purifying effect on the
believer.
Whenever an overwhelming problem confronts
us we should see it as one more chance for
God to reveal his goodness. It is always the
goodness of God that leads to change.
Education changes and shapes our minds. I
know of no better definition of repentance.
Hope in who our God is and how he feels
about us will not disappoint us. God's love
(which is a demonstration of his care for
his children) has been and will be poured
out on us.
Name the problem "bear" or "Lion" that
confronts you right now and the love of God
will find expression in the answer to that
problem. If it's a crippling illness His
love will find expression in healing. If it
is a lost job his care will find expression
in provision. If it is deep emotional pain
because of abuse of any kind his warmth and
power will find an outlet as the One who
restores your soul. If it's bondage to
drugs, alcohol or pornography, his holiness
will find expression as the One who sets the
captives free.
I have talked about faith spiritual
eyesight and being the doorway into the
presence of our loving Heavenly Father. I
said that hope is the way we look at
trials and tribulation, seeing them as
opportunities for the Son of God to show his
love. I said that love is a
demonstration of God's nature in power to
overcome and bring us through the trials and
tribulations of our lives. Our Father
delights in showing himself strong on our
behalf. These are the true keys to the
Kingdom!
Many of us have allowed the events of life
to speak evil of our loving heavenly Father.
As a result the Church is in crisis. Some
of us have thought we could make ourselves
better or more acceptable to God if we
stoically endured and suffered patiently
through these circumstances, all the while
secretly believing God took some mysterious
pleasure in it. However, no people have
ever been able to rise above their
conception of God. The most important thing
about us is what comes to mind when we think
about our God.
Our challenge is to remember that God is
good and there is NO hurtful way in him. He
is light and in him there is NO darkness at
all. Let's unclog the "conduit of our mind"
with the truth of his Word, and allow the
purity of his love and power to flow freely
once again. Drink deeply of the sweetness of
our God and use the keys of the Kingdom to unlock the gates to the age to come.
This is probably the greatest challenge
facing the people of God — to reject the
lies of the enemy and to take God at His
word. And to dare to believe that He is
truly as wonderful and merciful as His Word
declares Him to be! Having done all to
stand — STAND!
"Many are the afflictions of the righteous,
but the Lord delivers them from them all.